Daemons are well hided into the unconscious There were many times into my life when all looked perfect. Well … until something happened and the dynamic of all became different. Having again an ugly existence. Even … pathetic. And i was trying and trying and trying to understand what is going on … but … Today i trend to believe that all is related to the fact that me or someone around me access some weird energies. I have the tendency to call them … negative energies, but i am not doing it anymore. All being a story about energies, some of them being beneficial to me … and some just ruining all. Unfortunately … more i dig … it becomes more and more obvious to myself … that all is related to things that are into my unconscious. Randomly coming up to surface. Weird things … which are unclear even for myself, but being a surprise. Many times … unpleasant surprises. But .. all is unclear. Confusing. I feel i am right when i say that deep inside myself are some daemons which sometimes are coming back to surface, destroying my life … but of course i look so, so weird saying it. Crazy. Even stupid. Very similar with the ones who lost their minds. But … daemons are part of my being. Randomly dominating everything. Ruining all. So … i probably have to admit that i am not conscious enough. Cause … there are too many times when i lose control on myself. Destroying all … with the pathetic shows of the daemons. The funny thing is that it’s me doing all, but probably under the total dominance of energies which i can’t really understand. Cause … yes … all is confusing. My life is a real enigma. A dynamic which i can’t understand. Probably … i’ll never understand it. I know, i feel and i accept that my unconscious hides lots of daemons which sometimes come to surface … enslaving me as a human … and forcing as my behaviour to become extremely stupid, negative, toxic … and making me look like a real monster. But … Well … it’s all a too weird story. I start to have a full picture about all what is going on, because i have clear statistics about all what is going on … but all i can probably do is to try to calm those annoying entities which are influencing my life so, so much. Well … my life continues anyway … with or without my approval. I just hope … i can become more conscious. And get rid of those influences … which i can’t accept, cause are just ruining all. Or maybe … all is an illusory hope.
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